Nadine16's Journals

Sad quotes

Some sad quotes i found.. some of them were good..

~ She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.

~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

~ Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again. So when life gets tough you can just play pretend. I wanna go back to when Santa did exist. When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. When Disney World was the best place to be. When the only movies you could see were rated G. When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same. And every time you were sad or you had a bad day. You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter. When everyone always lives happily ever after.

~ When I cry at night, the only thing I can think to myself is...how can I seem so---perfectly fine in the morning. Why do I smile like nothing is wrong? And how does not one single person notice that I'm not okay?

~ I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

~ Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by. I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate? To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

~ Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.

~ It sucks to be alone, even when there are people all around you. -Scrubs-

~ I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna get lost and I don't know why. -Everclear-

~ Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes? If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do.

~ Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't? Would anyone notice?

~ I'm not saying I have nothing. I'm not saying I'm gone completely. It's just sometimes it's all a bit too much to handle. Sometimes I feel like it's too much. I'm not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who would live past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.

~ You know sometimes, like when someone dies, and you're sad, and it's ok to be sad? But then there are times when you're supposed to be happy but you're sad anyway...and those times are even worse than the times when you're supposed to be sad.

~ I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything? Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

I ROCK!!

Yes u heard right!

i R-O-C-K!!! and do you know why? because i can drive motor cycle now! and i was sooo good! my bro was like O_O when he was watching me! and mom.... she was worried as normal! Haha!

and now i rock and have this big party with my self drinking Vodka and Cider Haha!

wanna join??? its crazy ass hell! music, me and some alcohol = PARTYYYY!

Yeah you heard right! so join me!

tell me what your listening to and what ur drinking or doing that makes your party rock!

Then we can ROCK together!

Btw if u wanna look how my party is going im on Twitter so just go and look! add me and we can party together there tooo ! <3

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Xoxo!

Dreams or memory?

Dreams or memory?

I just want someone to catch me everytime I fall,
hold around me, kiss me a goodnight kiss with his soul.
Why did you leave me, when you knew that I needed you the
most,
how could you be so rude, now I'm lost..

Dreams or memories? what is happening to me?
I dont like this, it's a big tragedy.
trough my head and far away, the things I see every day.

I miss you alot, you are my sunshine.
I see you in my head, every day every time.
You show me the way, out of the darkness,
please help me to stop all madness.

I'm walking out,
my love is it all about.
my hair is standing straight,
I'm always too late
I doesn't smoke
that is just a big fat joke.
I miss you,
and I hope you miss me too.
But I have my pride,
so I laugh out loud.
I just hope,
that you aint broke.

Dreams or memories? what is happening to me?
I dont like this, it's a big tragedy.
trough my head and far away, the things I see every day.

I do things that i shouldn't do,
I just cant take the things that are true.
so I walk a long walk far away,
You dont have a thing to say.

I'm sitting here,
watching the moon pass the sun.
I'm all alone, its cold outside, Im Freezing.
If you just culd come and hold me tight,
then everything wuld be alright

So why did you leave me,
didn't you care?
couldn't you see,
the home that we could share?

Dreams or memories? what is happening to me?
I dont like this, it's a big tragedy.
trough my head and far away, the things I see every day.

Bored

A voice in the silence
Can you hear here?

Like a tear in the sea
Floating along the torrent

Slowly fading away
A lost soul within temptations

Screaming in the storm
Can you hear here?

Like a butterfly
Hidden in a cocoon

Disapearing
step by step

Like a feather
blowing in the wind

Frigthened
A demons soul
overtakind here body

A voice in the silence
Screaming in the storm
Now, can you hear here?

Suppose I was
well again...
Suppose I was
everything you wanted...

Gazing through my window
thinking hard about my dreams.
I know this isn't good,
my blood seem to glow with anger today.

Suppose I was
smarter and stronger....
Suppose I was
living more healthy...

How long can I just sit here
in the safe of the sun thinking?
When will I start doing?!
The anger builds up as I toss away my patience.

Suppose I was
made of the perfect fabric...
Suppose I was
adjacent to selfconfidence...

Drops salty as any sea
shattered in my hand.
Life has tossed and turned
so many times since 1987.

Suppose...
Suppose...
Life was better...
and there was notthing to fight for....

I'm smiling through a shower of tears
because I finally know the answer to one of them
I suppose I wouldn't know how to fight....
I suppose I'd never know what was better

It's the "Happy in life" ABC
and it's easy to learn, you'll see.
If you once in a while
will remember to smile
you'll be happy in - snapp - 1, 2, 3!

Bored?

Hell YEAH!

so thats why i took this stupid test! do it you tooo :D

So, what's your name?
Age?
Race/ethnicity?
Thinking right now?
Well if it's nothing, should we begin?
On relationships...
Anyway...crush?
Got one?
Are you going to tell me their name?
Are you single?
Are you taken?
Why are you single if you are?
If you're taken, who's the lucky guy/girl?
Do you think they're lucky to have you?
How long have you liked said person?
Are you glad this section is over?
Yes?
No?
On favourites...
What's your favourite song(s)?
Movie?
Game?
Website?
Food?
Survey?
Survey maker? points at self
Hair color?
CD album?
Band?
Artist?
Program of choice (as in computer program)?
This or that...
Windows or Mac?
Death or life?
Cheese or porridge?
Britney or Christina...or neither?
Lord of the Rings or Harry potter (ONE CHOICE ONLY)
Legolas or Aragorn?
Arwen or Eowyn?
Fantasy or Reality?
Religion or atheism?
Would you wanna die of...
murder or old age
drive by or starvation?
In your sleep or in a tar pit?
What if...
If you could go back in time and change anything, what would you do?
The sky was yellow?
If you could take up any language what would you learn?
you were a movie? What would you be?
Lovey dovey stuff..
Are you of age?
Did you read the rating?
How many years till your legal?
Favourite fantasy?
Do you dream of your crush?
Have you had sex yet?
Did you type Virgin if you haven't? Type it now if you are.
Do you lie about your age to people?
How many partners have you had?
Been to third base yet?
All the way?
With who?
Are you going to tell me?
Tired of this yet?
First thing you think of...
Mauve
gay
legolas
cheese
Alyssa
Johnny
Justin
Josh
Orlando
Shane
Finish the sentence
If it ain't broke
The grass is greener
What's love
You are what you
Battle of the bands (in no particular pairing)
Muse or Modest mouse?
The cure or Blink 182?
Pink Floyd or Guns and Roses?
Avril Lavigne or Hilary Duff (yes you have to choose ONE haha)
Alexisonfire or Linkin park?
Franz Ferdinand or staind?
Slipknot or rancid?
Afi or Three days grace?
Sugarcult or Hoobastank?
Dashboard confessional or Story of the year?
Nsync or Backstreet boys?
I'm done...happy?
Are you sure? BYE!

Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, a dumb blonde, and a smart blonde are walking down the street when they spot a $100 bill. Who picks it up?

The dumb blondie!

there is no such thing as Santa Claus, Tooth Fairys, and smart blondies

Boat trip in to a place named Lysebotten Lol

So i have been in "Lysebotten" with my family and it was an amazing trip!

we started on Friday, me and my mom went to the store to get food, drinks and of course CANDY!!!

then we had to pack everything we needed out in the sail boat to stay there for one night.

then when my dad came home we started the boat tour.

our beauty! 50 foot! :)

So then we drove and drove and there was sooo much beauty to watch!

the place we did cast anchor where a creepy place at the night but a lovely and amazing place at the morning and day!

there will some pics from the house soooon ;)

so we had an amazing trip and i got SOOOO sunburned! Haha it huuurts! :D

princemiro

just look at the guy!!

how cant you see that he is the hottest person on the world :O

he is sooo great and all his photos is A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!!!! Could be watcing them all day long and never get bored :D and the same talking to him! thats amazing too!!!

he is a real fashion guy wth an great personality and thats what makes him soooo diffrent from everyone else :D <3

Looooove you hun :D

ur a good friend :D

You just HAVE to read it...

A man walking through an unfamiliar part of town, found himself surrounded by a mob of angry people.

The mob was made up of different races and nationalities. They were young, old, male and female.
The mob encircled him. He then asked them a simple question. â�œWhy do you hate me?â�
No one answered him directly. Instead their voices ringing out in unison, screamed insults at him.

The man did not show fear. He again asked in a normal tone. â�œWhy do you hate me?â�
The mob only grew more angry. They continued to move in closer around him until he could feel their spittle on his face, as they shouted, â�œI hate you!â�

To onlookers, it would appear the stranger was soon to be torn to shreds by the mob.

This was not to be the case.

The mob's temper had risen to their hottest. The strange man lifted his voice and bellowed like thunder. In a loud and powerful voice, showing no fear he said. â�œWhy do you hate me? Is it because I am a man, or a woman. Is it because I am a child?â�
â�œThat cannot be the reason, you are seeing me as I am.â�

â�œIs it because I am too short? Or am I too tall? That is too simple. So, I ask you, is it because I am old? Perhaps I am too young. Not old enough. Not young enough. I say no, that is not the reason, you canâ�™t be that blind.

Is the reason you hate me because I am white or black, red or yellow. Or because of any of those combinations? To that I say No. You would have to think with a brain the size of an Asp.
Maybe it is because I am missing a limb, an eye or an ear. To that I would say, only the self centered and shallow would go to those depths.

Answer me, is it because I am Jewish, Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, or one of the many different religions. I say not a chance since we all pray to someone, or something more powerful than our own selves.â�

The mob was silent now. Some standing in the mob that encircled the stranger, had begun to question themselves and their motives.

The stranger seemed not to notice the silence, and continued to speak as he had before.
â�œI have pondered the questions that none of you appear to be able to answer. Or perhaps you are not willing to answer. The only answer that I can give you, is that you donâ�™t hate me as much as you fear me. Why? It is simple. You donâ�™t know me, therefore, you cannot trust me.â�

A young man in the crowd shouted, â�œI hate you, and I will kill you.â�
The stranger addressed the young man. â�œKill me? That I am sure you can do, but in doing so, will you not be killing a part of yourself. Remember, you donâ�™t know me, you only know of me. I have not shown you, in actions or words, that I have desires or plans to do you harm. What you are trying to kill, is the hate that resides within you. You are the host to a parasite called hate. It is feeding on your good nature. If you let it continue, it will grow until it fills your being completely. Then it will kill you. So, if you kill me, without just cause, I need only wait. In due time all of you will join me in death and consequences.â�™

The mob, now a large crowd, began to back away. It seemed they had gotten more, than they had bargained for. The stranger was not finished speaking. He spoke again, â�œThe hate, of which you have accused me, is your hate. What you do to me, you also do to yourselves.

The stranger looked into the faces and eyes of those who were standing close to him. He saw confusion, shame and introspection. Saying no more, he lowered his head and began to walk through the crowd. As if on command, the crowd parted and let him pass. With no further harassment from the crowd, the stranger was gone. Within seconds of his departure a breeze commenced to blow. The breeze carried an old newspaper down the street. The paper caught onto a womanâ�™s leg. When she reached down to brush it loose, something caught her eye. She picked up the paper. Holding it to the light, she gasped, and pushed her way toward the leader of the mob. Upon reaching him she pointed to the newspaper, and in an excited and agitated voice she exclaimed, â�œThis is him! This is him! You canâ�™t touch him.â� The leader of the now, dispersing mob, took the paper and looked at the picture. The caption read, MAN BEATEN TO DEATH BY ANGRY MOB. All the people that saw the picture, and read the caption agreed that it was he.

From somewhere in the crowd, a loud voice yelled. â�œWe can't kill a dead man twice.â�
From another direction a woman screamed, â�œWe will face him at our time of death. It is for us he waits."

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